The Stubborn Me

February 15, 2010 at 6:08 pm (thoughts)
Tags: bird tribes, metaphysics, occult symbology, power of change, the voice of the pyramid, vibrational shifts

For all those who have read my book, you already know that I was out of work and I didn’t know where spirits were taking me. unemployment was running out for me by the coming December and I felt that I had to hurry up so I could provide for the family financially. It was frustrating to find a job as the French love (even adore) their diplomas and I don’t even have one for being a street-sweeper. Well, by the end of September, I got a call out of the blue to work in a retirement place. I was back into nursing — my old line of work. The impressing thing was that, in being a new building, someone decided to put metal security bars on the windows of the kitchen and they were exactly the same as the symbol on the cover of my book (picture below).

 

One could think it as a positive omen of some kind. The fact is that I am overwhelmed by stress for 10 hours a day and I even dream about my work in my sleep (without pay). So recently I decided that life was too short to live like this any longer and gave my notice for the end of the month — I decided to quit.

What a sense of freedom! I was jumping into the great unknown again! It’s funny when people ask me about where I am going, what I will be doing (meaning for work). All I can say is that I do not know. I just know that I have to remove myself from that place. They all think that I have gone crazy.

This morning, Jeshua came close to me in my meditation and said in a long slow tone: “V – I – B – R – A – T – I – O – N” repeatedly. Then I got it! Of course, I am vibration and I am creator. I know that,  but to “know” and to “realize” are two different things. I realize now that my feelings that I needed a job to survive was the wrong approach. I thought I needed a job, any job, and I got the job.

I have always said jokingly that I was a victim of my own circumstances, meaning that things happen to me that I have no knowledge about, and BOOM — it happens. Then I try to figure it out after the fact. As it is with this — in regards to my first meditation when I was so filled with Love (a story in The Voice of the Pyramid), I realize now it was because I had actually attuned myself to the specific vibration of Love within me. The next day I had a kundalini experience because I had attuned to the vibration of wanting to feel more of the same. I wrote the book and my experiences with the Pyramid (I have never been to Egypt and until writing it, had never even considered it) because I had attuned to the vibration of seeking knowledge, and that was what I got.

WE ATTRACT TO OURSELVES ACCORDING TO OUR VIBRATION!!! We are Creators!

I feel so slow sometimes. I knew all this somehow, but that’s life in the 3rd dimension…

So now I have realized that I can create anything! I have the whole world connected to me — and so, my next “job” (which I don’t need) will be interesting, exciting, smooth, good pay, good hours, and all for my vibrational body’s total well-beingness!